in the common room...

01.07.08

So... what are we going to be doing on January 30th, Febuary 1st and 2ed? Because, if we go to Hannah's, I'm going to need ten thousand angels watching over me those nights.

Take me maybe to The Buffalo Club? Perhaps you could distract me by sweet kisses and second promises? Tomorrow I might be better, and the day after a little brighter, but right now I'm suffering and forgetting. Maybe if I could remember and if maybe he could spin me twice and maybe if he could twirl me in the front and maybe he could diliver those sweet kisses up stage then maybe I will forget his butterflies.

I'm not asking you to love me. I'm not asking you to understand. I'm not asking for the world. I'm just asking for my friend. I'm just asking for the kisses and the butterflies and a dance and a distraction.

What was she thinking when she thought she was the girl who had everything? What was she thinking when she thought a love story could start off like that? What was she thinking when she fell for one and loved the other?

And above all, why is she still pretending?

Love

Nelapsi

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