And then off to an office?

01.31.08

I could use a cup of coffee. I could use a whole pot... of coffee. I don't do drugs. Except for caffine.

I'm going to take a nap. Peter Pan tonight. I know if you could go, you'd be there. It's so easy for you, isn't it? It's okay. I love you still.

Not entirely why I find myself here today. I want to go back to past entries and relive those. I don't believe these words I'm writing. No, there are other truths on my mind. It's getting them to my fingers that is hard to do. It's hard to trust. I don't like that she is here. Or that she checks up and I don't care that I feed into it. I don't care for the feelings that get stirred inside. Don't get me wrong, she has no power. She isn't what makes me hold my thoughts. No. It's nothing, really. Today I'm stone. Yesterday I was fire. I think tomorrow I'll be water and see who I can drown. Today I'm stone.

I'm not making any sence.

Nelapsi

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