So careful when I'm in your arms...

02.03.08

Just incase I ever go insane and you find my diary to be locked and you're on my buddy list, use your first name as your password.
Moving on?
I'm going insane. I'm turned all over the place. I use "I" a lot. I don't even want to talk about me. I want to talk about him. I wont. I'll refrain. No, he doesn't read so I could. But I wont.
I'm afraid that he's a trap. A perfect and beautiful trap that I wouldn't realize if I ever got caught in. If these are stary eyes, just imagine if my foot had a metal claw about it.
I'm not sorry. I'm happy and confused. And I think I know what's in your head so I think I can justify this but I can't. So I left it so you couldn't respond. I didn't really leave it at all.
I'm searching through tomorrow and I see...

Nelapsi

yesterdays and tomorrows