I'll write anything for a dallor.

02.23.08

When it's just a dance. I know, we've covered this... when it's just a dance and just a touch... when just one step, one promise at a time... it's safe. When it turns into car rides and late night conversations... when it turns into "would you" or "you don't have to take me home..." When he's promised another and I have his dances, does she have his steps? If I have his late night kisses is he breaking the music? If I agree to just one kiss after he dips me, is it going to lead into another dance? If I say "no" then is it weird the next day? Do I swallow my tounge because I know it's okay and I know it's safe because I know it's just one more promise? Just one more lie? Do I lie down for him and break all the promises and break whatever is left of my heart? Do I listen to me and stand up tall because I know what's right and whats wrong, or do I follow through into the next song and follow his lead? I'm home tonight when I could be out. I'm home when I could have gone the other rout. I'm going to my bed tonight alone so I can face myself tomorrow. I don't. Nelapsi

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