It's easiest when you've showered.

04.12.08

Someone made me dance with them the other night and I was not happy about it. It's not nice when they have all the power and they know you have fallen and they lift you just a little for just a moment and they kiss you and feed into your heart, and while they are holding you, you're looking away, you're pulling against their restrains, you're wondering why does he hold this power over me.

I'm mad at you and I don't want your arms around me, yet my heart is fluttering and you can feel the breath in me quicken, and as the music ends, you look down on me, holding me up just high enough to make me think just maybe, then as the next song starts you drop and I make the fall again and I hit a little harder this time, and I lie there on the dance floor trying to calm my pulse, trying to regain myself, still feeling those arms at my waist, recovering from the flutter.

I hate you sometimes.

:(

I'm going to go take a shower and wash you off me.

Nelapsi

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