Can I tell you something I think you will understand?

08.01.08

I have to be unobtainable.
I have to be free.
Even if that sacrifices him.
I have to be untouchable.
So I don't feel betrayed.
For someone so amazing...
I know there has to be another side.
Or perhaps, its my side...
Its not out of sight out of mind
to explain my latest trick.
It's out of sight, in heart, in fear.
This isn't a song to be heard.
This isn't poetry of beautiful words.
This is just me
having to be...
typical me.

Nelapsi

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