I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want!

08.07.08

My friend.
He drinks.
He's in jail.
But not from the drink.
My friend.
He doesn't have insurance.
He drove.
And got pulled over.
My friend.
He's in a lot of trouble.
He's not down stairs any more.

Tell him he's just my friend. Oh, I think he stepped out of the friend boat. This is a bad time to have these thoughts. My friend is in jail and might very well be thinking he needs his girl, while his girl is hoping she's not his girl. You don't understand. He drinks a lot. I've only known him when he's drunk. I'm his girl when he drinks but his friend when the drink has worn off. Then right now, I must just be the friend. I don't think they serve drinks in jail.

So... my tech. Are you following me? Come on. My tech, my ES (equipment support... from work... my crush!) he has community service this weekend. I don't know why. I don't know anything.

I know one makes my heart happy and the other scares me. My hero never set me free. I guess thats something I have to take care of. Also, I picked the wrong hero. I suppose he's taking care of his damsel. Whatever.

Nothing sounds happy. I know. But I am. I am because he's coming around.

Nelapsi

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