Don't let it be love love love...

10.10.08

He's so much more fun when he's sober. I love him when he's behind his eyes. I love him when he's strong, when he tells stories, when he's a man. I love him when he holds me tight, he sees the me behind my eyes. But when he's swimming, he doesn't see me, he sees a body. When he's under, he's drowning and I'm counting - 1 stroke, 2 stroke, breath! Repeat. 1 stroke, 2 stroke, breath! Repeat.

When I fell for him I didn't know. When I fell in love I did. Its disapointing. I want him there next to me, I don't want to be his balance beam.

I have a boyfriend and I love him when he's sober.

Nelapsi

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