Is there a lake there? Something is wrong, you just don't sound the same. Kiss the rain whenever you need me...

11.30.08

I've been sick for three weeks. The first week I had the flu and after it went away I got a cold. It's been two weeks and I still have the cold. My nose is all sneezy and my eyes are watery.

There is nothing exciting new. Still dating Kai. He's been in Denver for the last two and a half weeks, to come back on the 3rd. I miss him. It's weird being with someone I miss when he leaves. With him, it's not out of sight out of mind. The hard part, I don't know if he's coming back. Aside from me, there is nothing in Boise he likes. His heart is in Denver or California. I don't want to get married or have babies. I'm in the same place I'm always in with guys, I have nothing to offer but with Kai? I love him.

Tonight I was at my grandma's. It was good family time. But gosh, I'm tired. Went to bed at 6 am and woke up at 8.

And I'm still sick.
And I miss my boyfriend.

Good night.

Nelapsi

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