You're a good friend, Charlie Brown.

12.14.08

I'm right where my mother is. I'm in love and in pain. I know this isn't good for me, but he knows how to twist it. If he hit her, he'll hit me. And I know I'm smarter than this. I know he isn't my future because he can't seem to get his own. I know he isn't my love, my life... yet I keep thinking for now it's alright. And my mother asked me, then when is my future supposed to begin? When I let this stop.

Dear Diary,

I'm being stupid and I'm going to get hurt.

Nelapsi

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