Baby come on over with me...

08.07.09

Dear Diary,

I've been a bit distracted lately, to say the least. I'm trying to update but its hard finding words and it seems time is against me doing so.

An update: I still live in Boise, a two bedroom apartment, no roommates. Which was exciting at first but now its expensive and a bit lonely. The benefit is I'm usually finding something to do to keep busy and to avoid being home. I still work at Micron. Going on three years. I'm in the middle of a hissy fit with it. I'm done done done but I still like the people I work with, my job is fun sometimes, I make great money, and yes - I have bills to pay. But at the same time, I'm ready for a new adventure.

Which leads me to my new Adventure. My sister, mother, and our beautiful friends, Morrighan, Sara, and Stephanie have formed a group to assist ghosts and spirits. We are not ghost hunters, we are Ghost Healers. And we are amazing. Each of us has our own unique gift, and many of us share the same skills. Our goal is to be self employed by the end of the year. We are sending demo CD's out the beginning of August. And yes, we have a camera guy! We are The Ghost Girls and our motto: We Only Do Dead Guys. The website will be up shortly. We meet once a week and by September we will be taking appointments. First, The Idaha Hotel and then its off to Baker City with us. And soon Canada. Which reminds me, I need to finish the paper work on getting my passport. Can't go anywhere if one is not prepared for amazing things to happen!

Speaking of things amazing and wonderful. Ed, my dear brother in law Police Man, asked me if he could set me up with a fellow cop. He talked him up nicely and told me several times that he is tall. I told him to go a head and give him my number, and it's been so much fun ever since. His name is Eric, he is 6 feet 6 inches, very handsome, a charmer, a good talker, and a very good kisser. He's active: camps, fishes, plays with ATV's, and abides by the law! That my dears, may be his most appealing quality yet!… that and the shackles… Alright, it's only been a few weeks. We have yet to get to fetishes… nonetheless, I like this one. Oh, and to make it better, although he doesn't fully understand the awesomeness that is The Ghost Girls, he is interested and supportive..

Such fun I've been having living this life. I've had to remind myself that I am only a projection of what my ego wants and desired. When something brings me down or causes such a confusion I can't imagine it's reason, I simply say, I am a fifth dimensional being having a third dimension experience. And it brings me back to perception. Once I realized that I am a Star (I mean that literally, of course) all facets of life came into focus. I understand who I am and why I'm here. I understand the dreams, the guidance, the unfamiliarity in this form, and the overwhelming lack of desire to live the stereotypic human existence. It's because I am not here for any of that. I am here to help, to teach, and to heal. And I give myself permission to step away from the norm and basics of what this life demands, and step into life as my Starself in this awkward Human form and to fulfill my promise to this universe!

In Perfect Love and Perfect Light!

Nelapsi

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