For the not so rich and famous...

11.19.09

Life has been really confusing the last few months for me. I'm not in any means depressed... its hard to explaine... I've just been so sad lately. Sad to be human, sad to be confined in this limited body. The more and more I improve... The more I see and the more I hear, the more I want to go home. It was one thing believing in the spirit world and communicating through a board. It's completely different seeing and hearing angels and spirits. Its different being so strong you're a target for demons. I went from knowing they were there in the shawdows to feeling them walk with me. They don't comment to the dark places now...

I'm not unhappy where I am. Just so sad! I keep dreaming about space, and being a prisoner in some underground planet, a torn apart war zone of some unknown humannoids. They keep me locked away because they know what I am if I were released from humanity. I'm set free by star people and the joy I feel is so over whelming that I wake up. As I wake up, I'm filled with the saddness again.

Its really very confusing.

Love all,

Nelapsi

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